"Death is not the worst than can happen to men."--plato

"I was brought up to believe that how I saw myself was more important than how others saw me."--Anwar el-Sadat

suicidial is seeing a knife in the sink and considering it a way out. a solution. why slit your wrist when you can remove your entire hand?

I'm much better today, though. All dressed in black and ready for a fight....ready for work. I ran out of medication today. Its fucking wonderful.

bring on the mania.